C++ e crises existenciais..

Porque eu tenho crises existenciais tao frequentes? Porque eu nao acho que estar lendo algo como isto copiado abaixo a meia noite seja normal quando se tem 28 anos, solteiro em um pais estrangeiro:

Of course one sometimes needs to combine some of these different uses of ‘const’ which can get confusing as in

const int*const Method3(const int*const&)const;

where the 5 uses ‘const’ respectively mean that the variable pointed to by the returned pointer & the returned pointer itself won’t be alterable and that the method does not alter the variable pointed to by the given pointer, the given pointer itself & the object of which it is a method!.